My First Post of the New Year!

2017 is going to be a big year for me, my family, and my fiancé and his family. This year, we finally get married!! In December, we celebrated our 9-year anniversary together, and it's insane to think that we've known each other for almost 10 years already. 

With 80-odd days to go. It's really becoming real. When you get engaged you know that your wedding day is going to come eventually, but because we've been dating so long and pushed our wedding to about a year and a half after we got engaged, it just feels like such a long time coming -- it feels almost like, "will that day ever actually be here?!"  The short answer is yes, and I'm kind of freaking out about it! 

I've thought of how that day might play out since I first knew that Safi and I would likely be together for the rest of our lives.  So many random thoughts go through my head on a daily basis. And we have never been more busy than we have been lately with work,  and it's sometimes hard to concentrate when all I want to do is chart out details for the wedding. 

It took me a long time to actually post anything, because honestly, I've been trying to decompress a bit from blogging and being tied to my computer nonstop. All I do all day at work is sit in a chair, and stare at my computer - so with the holiday's and a super busy first two weeks of the New Year, all I've wanted to do in my spare time is chill! 

Also, I've been doing a sober January!! I had one drink when I had a terrible flight to NYC and my flight anxiety was awful, but other than that - I've stood strong and I'm super proud of myself! 

Also, my bridal shower is coming up soon and I'm so excited to be with all of my favorite gals. I haven't even seen some of my bridesmaids in 2017! That is insane!  

I hope everyone has made some realistic resolutions for this New Year - mine are really to not be so hard on myself and my appearance, and just focus on being happy and healthy. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone and thanks for following along with Tan & Wild!